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Villain

by The Effigy

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1.
Welcome Home 04:48
This path lies ahead of you I can't tell you which choice to make You laid this path in front of yourself Self destruction for the truth The same mistake You bound your feet so you stumble on Toward the darkness Toward the gates Of a place you've never dreamed of before But you've seen it in your mind when you were awake They welcome you home They beckon you here Did you hear me calling Calling you I've been falling for you For a thousand years You thought me an angel A guardian to ward off the dark I never believed that you would see beyond This blackened This broken, frozen heart So hear my voice and come toward me I lost all sense when we were torn apart But I will always find you wandering This road This journey which you will start I will welcome you home I will beckon you here Did you hear me calling Calling you I've been falling for you For a thousand years How many lives you've lived before this How many choices you denied to make How many memories you must have haunted Tell me how much must my broken mind take How many wounds that you've succumbed to How many souls I've seen depart How close you have grown to the path before you Never to cross beneath the arch How many blades to fell the mighty How close will you get before you fall How many times must you deny me And how many more before I burn it all How many voices do you hold within you How many screams have you left behind How many memories will discontinue Why must you torment this broken mind I will welcome you home I beckon you here Can you hear me calling Calling you I've been falling for you for a thousand years Will you follow me home I've followed you here Now you hear me calling Calling you I've been falling for you For a thousand years
2.
Reason 03:56
Burning up like a fire in the sun The worst has yet to come I regret all I have done And I find that I'm short on breath It's lingering in my lungs I never should have come And there's nowhere left to run Now I find that I'm short on breath Deep secrets are better when we keep them Hide the bruises like they're so last season If you want to you don't need a reason I'm your reason I'm your reason These whispers, oh they keep me breathing You words oh they hurt but I need them If you hear them, remember to scream that I'm your reason I'm your reason Burning up like an ember in the flame I never know the rules I always lose this game Now I find that I'm short of breath It's like smoke here in my lungs I never should have come And there's no one else to blame I find that I'm short of breath These lesions, they won't stop bleeding Hide the wounds, though I long to free them Can't wake up, cause I'm not dreaming I'm your reason I'm your reason This time was the last, you mean it I try, but I don't believe it If you're broken, it's this you lean on It's your reason I'm your reason I'm your reason I'm your reason I'm your reason I'm your reason I'm your reason Deep secrets are better when we keep them Hide the bruises like they're so last season If you want this, you don't need a reason I'm your reason I'm your reason These whispers, oh they keep me breathing You words oh they hurt, but I need them If you hear them, remember to scream that I'm your reason I'm your reason These lesions, they won't stop bleeding Hide the wounds, though I long to free them Can't wake up, cause I'm not dreaming I'm your reason I'm your reason This time was the last, you mean it I try, but I don't believe it If you're broken, remember to scream that I'm your reason I'm your reason
3.
Half Life 04:15
I can't remember the time Or how it lost me But you will never quite know how much it cost me To ground myself in a world so cold With no escape from this rage tenfold I hate that I let this hate take hold of me And the shattered remains of a broken domain set free Stop Look Don't let go Hold still I'm losing faith in you Heartbeat soft and slow Fulfill that I cannot wait for you Speak Scream Cry inside This place is just another dream Riding on that half-life This face is just your self-esteem I'm higher and I Can't control what my breath said I lie in wait for this Old soul on his death bed Scheme and lie awake Dream of what's at stake Memories and false beliefs Strange motifs and their strengths spread I can't remember the names How I forgot them But I will never let go because I bought them And found myself in a place in so cold With no escape from this rage tenfold I hate that I let this hate take hold of me And I cannot explain why I cherish the name I grieve Let go of what I need Move now I've lost all faith in you Heart breaks but doesn't bleed Somehow I still must wait for you Roar Shriek The words you cried This place is just a memory Make the most of the half-life Your face is perfect symmetry I'm higher and I Can't control what my breath said I lie in wait for this Old soul on his death bed Scheme and lie awake Dream of what's at stake Memories and false beliefs Strange motifs and their strengths spread Stop Look Don't let go Hold still I've lost all faith in you Heartbeat soft and slow Fulfill that I cannot wait for you Roar Shriek The words you cried This place is just a memory Riding on that half-life Your words are false supremacy Scheme and lie awake I can't control what my breath said Dream of what's at stake I can't control what my breath said
4.
Bloodbound 04:36
This blood is my own Seldom held my head high Seldom held my own ground Steadfast and lonely This place is my home But I'm not welcome tonight Can't voice my own thoughts aloud With my self-loathing to hold me It is unreachable to think That I could spread my own two clipped wings That I could reach where others merely dream And return with pride in my heart Is it unreasonable to long For a place where I belong Giving breath to my most inner song Without my lungs torn apart The echo and the sound The free and the bound The broken and whole I am both I am both When you're the one in control The truth and the lies The fool and the wise The blood and the soul I am both I am both When you're the one in control This guilt is my own Unwelcome thoughts in my mind Unwelcome urge to lie down With aberrations to haunt me My existence unknown At least the truth I can hide Chained by my own heavy crown And the behaviour you taught me Is it unfeasible to earn All the freedom that I yearn For all of the minutes, months, and years That you were holding me captive Am I irredeemable to you I know the things I've put you through The self-control I must pursue And now these dreams, maladaptive The echo and the sound The free and the bound The broken and whole I am both I am both When you're the one in control The truth and the lies The fool and the wise The blood and the soul I am both I am both When you're the one in control The echo and the sound The free and the bound The broken and whole I am both I am both When you're the one in control The truth and the lies The fool and the wise The blood and the soul I am both I am both When you're the one in control
5.
Dissenter 05:10
Can you feel The rushing waves inside you Can you feel The numbing pain inside you My tears can't fall When I'm six feet underwater These lungs still suffocate me And you wonder where this hate came from I lose every time But I can't lose my mind To the chaos I despise Can you feel The rushing waves inside you Can you feel The numbing pain inside you Can you feel The fading warmth beside you Can you feel This dying breath inside you I know this will be my last chance To take what isn't mine Though I wish that it was mine But I lose here every time And each time I hear that cry I die a little more inside I can't lose my mind But I can choose my demise I fear that it's only just beginning Deep breath Lights gone Hope is dwindling I prove that I lose every time Let me say my goodbyes Darkest skies Dark is winning My descent is gaining momentum Bones break I hate you And then some This noose it grows tighter each time Is this my demise They know I'm the dissenter Can you feel The rushing waves inside you Can you feel The numbing pain inside you Can you feel The fading warmth beside you Can you feel The dying breath inside you Can you feel Can you feel Can you feel The dying breath inside you Can you feel

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released November 12, 2021

Written & Performed by Effy Gold
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by John Manning

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Alternative Metal/Gothic Rock based in Perth, Australia.

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