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about
I wrote Infiltrate while in a dark place. I often get trapped in the loop of feeling like I can change something or someone from the inside, but when you ignore your own wellbeing, you can often find yourself the one who needs to be fixed, having fallen prey to the clawing darkness. Originally, this song was one of my calmer, more introspective tracks, but when Tim came on board, we decided to twist the song to better represent the emotion behind the lyrics. Tim added a much needed aggression to the track with the addition of a breakdown and he pushed me out of my comfort zone by encouraging me to add harsh vocals - something I had never done before. I've actually fallen in love with harsh vocals; I think they can add a really interesting texture when applied correctly and so this is something I definitely plan to explore in future releases.
lyrics
Broken and brave
I know your face from a dream
I was dying to wake from
Taken too soon
I know your words
As if they were my own
Feel the weight for it’s eternal
Compensate, now I’m in reverse
So I infiltrate; make me a believer
I don't want to leave
But I shouldn’t even be here
Take my place, swap me with another
Interface, I’m ascending further
I infiltrate; find a place to hide here
Can't hold onto time here
Now I long to die here
Wishing for rain
I know my place
Is this desert grave
Give in to you
Or my demise
As if it were my choice
Feel the weight for it’s eternal
Compensate, now I’m in reverse
So I infiltrate; make me a believer
I don't want to leave
But I shouldn’t even be here
Take my place, swap me with another
Interface, I’m ascending further
I infiltrate; find a place to hide here
Can't hold onto time here
Now I long to die here
Bitter taste
You are the lie that you emulate
(Cleanse me, cleanse me)
Give you the fear to become my chains
Fucking snake
Cleans my skin but the colour stains
And I feel the weight
And I feel the weight for it’s eternal
Compensate, now I’m in reverse
So I infiltrate; make me a believer
I don't want to leave
But I shouldn’t even be here
Take my place, swap me with another
Interface, I’m ascending further
I infiltrate; find a place to hide here
Can't hold onto time here
Now I long to die here
No escape
No escape
There’s no escape
credits
released January 26, 2024
Lyrics, Music, Vocals - Effy Gold
Music, Production, Mixing, Mastering - Tim Kohn
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