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lyrics
Nightmares
I'm running out of control
I swear
Somehow this is your fault
Do I care or am I done with dreaming
Scheming
To wake me up screaming
Right there
Living in perversion
It's not fair
To strip me when I yearn it
I feel my own blood turning against me
I'm fenced in
I am changing
Rearranging
My heart pains me
Failing endlessly
Your name's an echo in the back of my mind
Though I didn't invite you
I cannot let go of the dreams of my life
You're always there silhouetting the light
Ever present
Lurking just out of sight
Tell me where might I find you
For I'm descending way ahead of time
And now I'm dying to bite you
Oh dear
You're running out of secrets
Your fear must be feeding those regrets
Come here
Don't you leave me waiting
I hate it
As I have demonstrated
I'm decaying
Mind degrading
You betrayed me and I am fading
Somehow changing
Rearranging
My heart pains me
Failing endlessly
Your name's an echo in the back of my mind
Though I didn't invite you
I cannot let go of the dreams of my life
You're always there silhouetting the light
Ever present
Lurking just out of sight
Tell me why can't I find you
For I'm descending way ahead of time
And now I'm dying to bite you
Oh I'm not gone yet
Somewhere in between death
And what came before
Oh I'm coming for you
There'll be a reckoning
I am changing
Rearranging
My heart pains me
Failing endlessly
Your name's an echo in the back of my mind
Though I didn't invite you
I cannot let go of the dreams of my life
You're always there silhouetting the light
Ever present
Lurking just out of sight
I vow that I'll find you
For I'm descending way ahead of time
And now I'm dying to bite you
credits
released October 15, 2021
Written & Performed by Effy Gold
Produced, Mixed, & Mastered by John Manning
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